Goodbye to what could have been

I wanted so badly for it to work.
For you to see that I'm the one for you.
The one who will love you, cherish you, take care of you, support you, and never leave you.
You've let your past harden you heart and you've built a wall a mile high.
No amount of strength, patience, and perserverance can break it down.
I've tried being patient, but it's time to let you go.
Time to realize that you can't love me the way I deserve.
I have to stop giving so much to get so little in return.
Most days, I question whether you care at all.
I've never met someone who can make me feel on top of the world one moment, and so small the next.
That's not the way it's suppossed to be.
I don't think that's the way it works.
I should give you butterflies when I look at you, and make your stomach knot up when I smile.
You're suppossed to want to be around me at all times, and when I'm gone, your body aches for me to be near.
Maybe that's just me.
Silly me, falling for a boy who can never love me in return.
So, this is goodbye to the hopes of you ever letting me in.
I can't, and won't, push myself into a place where I'm not wanted.
You've made that very clear.
So, goodbye to all those little moments that have kept my hope alive.
That little flicker of hope must be extinguished.
Goodbye to what could have been.